On 20th Aug, my beloved grandma moved on. That was the saddest moment in my life. If she don't fall down, she could have live to a ripe old age. That nite, I shook at her breathless body with disbelief. I shouted so loud, "Grandma, come back. come back now. you promise that you will see me get married and then see your great grandchildren. come back. come back now!" Looking back, I blame myself for not spending enough time with her, despite the fact that I stay so near to her. I hate myself for not treating her to a good meal. I hate myself for so many things, but what can I do. i hate myself for calling the ambulance who send her to that goddamn hospital - NUH (btw, my granddad passed away there). She is gone, forever. I don't wanna try to recollect what happen to her, because it is too painful... so painful that when I write this blog, it is with tears attached. I recalled those good old days I have had with her, it was beautiful. She was a lady with poise and beauty. I take back those words that she is gone forever, coz, she will live in my heart forever. Grandma, whereever you are now, I love you.
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