Yes. I'm there. And it starts on 1/1/2009 (though my frens will beg to differ and think they should go by birthday - den again "you can run but you cant hide!"). It just dawned on me that I haven really done anything meaningful for my 24 years of my life. Well there are snippets of success but NOT ENOUGH! i want more.
I can't promise myself that I am going to have a smashing good year, but since I hold the manipulative power to my life, I trust that I can make it a fulfilling one at the very least. I have an exhaustive list of things to learn.. do symphatise with me. I think i torture myself too much sometimes.. well...
I had a great day today. Any day without work is bright and cheerful for me. Not tat i hate my work, but rather - i prefer doing my own things. Like today, it was a solo shopping effort - books shopping, catching up with my fren in town at my fave starbucks, clothes shopping, pple watching. It's great. A form of simple leisure that I yearn. I told you i am a simple person. hahahah..
till a long long time will i write again. cya
| 2008-09-14 | 9:20 PM
On 20th Aug, my beloved grandma moved on. That was the saddest moment in my life. If she don't fall down, she could have live to a ripe old age. That nite, I shook at her breathless body with disbelief. I shouted so loud, "Grandma, come back. come back now. you promise that you will see me get married and then see your great grandchildren. come back. come back now!" Looking back, I blame myself for not spending enough time with her, despite the fact that I stay so near to her. I hate myself for not treating her to a good meal. I hate myself for so many things, but what can I do. i hate myself for calling the ambulance who send her to that goddamn hospital - NUH (btw, my granddad passed away there). She is gone, forever. I don't wanna try to recollect what happen to her, because it is too painful... so painful that when I write this blog, it is with tears attached. I recalled those good old days I have had with her, it was beautiful. She was a lady with poise and beauty. I take back those words that she is gone forever, coz, she will live in my heart forever. Grandma, whereever you are now, I love you.
| 2008-07-12 | 10:20 AM
Virgin visit to a Gay Pub
OMG OMG.... I noe.. are u surprised or are you surprised? Someone who is homophobic visit a gay pub. Any gay pub is better den lesbian pub, well, at least i feel safe there.
Previously we were doing abit of club cum pub hopping. Went Holland V, then Zouk then gay pub. Wad an eye opener. Well, guys in pink, V-neck shirts, very "Deh" voice, *as i was describing this my goose bumps pop out*. Ya, so u noe the rest. I was so tempted to leave my fren there for 5 mins to see if some guy will pick him up. lolz. Then I told him "worse come to worse, I'll save u." But he is god-damn straight (so he claims) . The gay bartenders were dancing in a you-know way. lolz.. Apparently the other gay at the opposite pub were more aggressive. I WANT TO SEE! hahahah.. But if u ask me to go to a les pub.. I WILL DIE! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO...
Oh b4 that we met this stranger at winebar. We ask abt his occupation and he said "I;m a trader at Bar Cap..." RIGHT!!! His eyes were rolling the whole time when he said tat. He said he is from Aussie. He was trying so hard to use localized language like "siao ah, chiobu, bu zhi dao, ..." like WADEVA. so weird. But the more we talk to him, the more I think he is not a trader. So this bugger just try to strike a conversation with the people all around. lolz. Oh well.. lolz.. But the the gay pub is still more interesting. lolz.. And i saw a couple of cute guys who are gay.. haaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiizzzzzzzz WHY! hahahahha...
| 2008-06-04 | 4:44 PM
Succeeded.
Next stop, Wall Street pls. ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... JOKES... lolz
| 2008-05-29 | 12:21 AM
I know whatever I decide I'm gonna shine
| 2008-05-19 | 2:46 PM
Where is the love???
You know sometimes we are so caught up with our own life, we take things for granted. That's a pity. Yes, we aim to earn billions and billions of dollars.. but think again, what if we have all the money in the world but we don't have the life to spend. It's sad, isn't it? So I urge all of you to contribute back to the society. Nah, I'm not trying to be an angel here. But just helping you to accumulate good karma so that you and everyone around you will be glowing, with love.
So many events have had happened over the past few days. It isn't difficult to try to spot disaster news on the papers. In fact, those pictures of the disaster scene are shouting right at you whenever u pick up those newspapers. Pcitures of people in pain and agony. Of course, we may not have the physical means or capability to lend a helping hand to those pple in China or Myanmar, but if you are able to donate or can do a little something to help, you are on your way to Nirvana.
Well, of course let's not pray for disasters to happen so that we can help and get gd karma. That awfully EVIL. If you are free, volunteer yourself at Red Cross or something. Sometimes my sister inspires me in terms of social work or charity work. I have to say she has a heart of gold.
Some links for you to ponder on: http://www.redcross.org.sg/volun_div.htm http://www.salvationarmy.org/smm%5Cwww_smm_singapore.nsf/vw-search/C326273CDE5F72308025733600177CB3?opendocument I need to remind you tat you need commitment. Don't do it for the sake of doing me. I'm telling myself that too. (=
Stop scurrying and stop becoming a slave to the mad money chase. Make your life worth living seriously.
| 2008-05-11 | 12:35 AM
"They try to make me go out with them, but I say No No No.." - adapted from Amy Winehouse - Rehab, in view the current situation I am in now - last min crunch! ARGH!
Sing Along~~~~
Friends, don't give up on me. I am ALL YOURS in a mth's time. Meanwhile, pray for me.
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